Thursday, November 13, 2008

我的内心深处

突然想用华文写部落格,这也是我第一次用华文吧。。。哈哈^_^
昨天,我又失眠了!!对,这几天我经常失眠。。原因连我自己也搞清楚。
连续几天失眠,让我想起了很多很多以前我所经历过的事情。。
坏的好的,快乐伤心,通通都浮现在我脑海里。
“亲情”“友谊”“爱情” 通通出来了。。
“爱情”这东西最令我头痛!!
来到这世界已经20年了。。
也已经谈过六七次恋爱了,但是我还搞不清楚 “爱情” 这两个字的意思。
曾经有几个人对我说会永远爱我,但一转身他们的诺言都变成不会实现的东西。。
简称 *废话*

此时此刻,我想对这个人说出我内心想了很久但没勇气说出来的话:

MR.F
你是跟我维持最久的一个。。也是伤我最深的那个人。。也是唯一一个背叛我的人。
你也知道我有多恨你!!你三番四次的打电话和传信息给我,要求我原谅你,我做不到!!
你知道我的性格。。打从一开始,你选择背叛我你就别想挽回这段感情!!
你让我喘不过气你知道吗!!每次,我都换电话号码来避开你,你甚至打去我家**真有种**。。而且每次你却总有办法拿到我的号码。当我渐渐的忘记你这个人的存在时,你却会在每年我生日送上祝福。。你知道我有多不想见到你的信息吗!!我们可以到此为此吗??

MR.W

我很想对你说声 =对不起=
前几天,我突然发现我真的冤枉你了。。
我在想,如果当初我给你一个解释的机会,我想我们不会到这个地步了。
我很后悔为什么决绝你的要求。。但一切都来不及了。
我没感到伤心,可能是我们之间禁不起这个考验或上帝安排我们分开吧!!
但我感到内疚时,却让我记起你和我朋友说做的事情。。突然间想收回对不起这三个字!!
我万万意想不到你会做出这样的事!!由我听到这件事开始,你对我的诺言全都碎了。。
我对你的信任也没了!!



该告一段落了。。20岁是我新的开始吧!!哈哈o(∩_∩)o
心情突然开心了很多。。好像抛下心头大石似的,肩旁也轻了很多!!
多谢那个建立部落格的人,让我们每个人可以在此发泄我们的情绪。。^_^


p/s For those BANANA, I'm so sorry that using Mandarin to write this post...It's hard to me to translate in English...sorry!!! keke^^


Monday, November 10, 2008

Outing @ Putrajaya

Has a sudden call at night from Mr. Nichi Goh Soo Wye...
He ask us wanna go Putrajaya to have a look...
and my first reaction to him "you got fever a not??" Know why?? because he won't do this kind of thing, i mean he won't fetch us go till so far!!! Usually, he will just ask us out to yumcha or mahjong...what a SURPRISE!!!
The short trip was ON!! and we need to wait Kimberly finish her tuition...
We start our journey at 10pm...All the way long, the radio was playing Jay Chou's song...haha
Of cause, we(Kimberly, Nichi, Andy & Me) will non-stop singing all the way to Putrajaya..keke^^
Reach dere about 10pm something..
Putrajaya's view was awesome!!! Every building was nice..especially the bridge!!!

Here some picture taken
The building and night's view from Putrajaya

US

After this trip, we was thinking why the Government keep complaining they have economic problem but on the other way, they can build up so many building that using good material **that what i think**
The decoration of all building was nice and you can't even find at anywhere...
Dun believe go have a look at Putrajaya..
They even build up 3 bridge...
what for build so many?? a lot money?? **althought the bridge was nice**
Do even know The Government thinking what in their mind..

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Family Days

A boring Sunday afternoon i have...
Last time, my Sunday won't be a boring days...
It comes when my aunt move to here **i think**
Because Sunday usually our family will go out have our brunch at some restaurant and after brunch we will go to shopping...
But for this half years, everything change!!! my aunt use to cook at Sunday and us dun have any excuse to go shopping any more...awwwww!!!
Okay, never mine...because Sunday should be a rest days for anyone of us...
Daddy is sleeping from morning till evening..what a PIG!!!!
Mummy was keep pressing the remote control button to find suitable movie for herself **Reaction of boring**
3 of us was facing the computer whole afternoon then Ching suggested play mahjong(lami) and we agree and start the game...Eherm, I'm the WINNER!!! muahahahaha
At night, go out for dinner..
I suggested go , Serdang have our dinner**a sudden wanna eat spicy food**
Daddy won't never reject what i suggested...Love you PIG Daddy..


Food
Main dish "spicy soup"



Then of back home

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Movie~~ Quantum of Solance 007

After Petaling Street, we go to Jusco, Balakong to watch movie...
There not much people at there because is was TGV...
Although not much people, the movie we wanted to watch all are fully booked!!!!
Thought of change to watch another movie but how lucky us, we get to watch it..Dun know why!!!

Movie of the days

Rate of movie: 6/10
I not really enjoy the movie!!!
First, because it was TGV...I dun like TGV!! It's suck!!!
Second, because the seat...not comfortable!!!
Third, the movie run to fast..can't even understand**some part**
Fourth, it was the stupid indian's handphone ringtone, keep ringing!!!

***

After movie, no more next round because i was tiring!!! So, off back home

Outing @ Petaling Street

Feel boring at home, so decide to plan activity...
Saturday should not be at home!!! haha
So, we planning to pay a visit at Muzium Negara..
We reach Alfred's house at 4pm something, then wait Declan to come..
While waiting, we sure cam whore

I just extremely LOVE this picture...keke^^

Declan reach here at 5pm something and Muzium Negara close at 6pm...so we not manage to get in...Our plan was spoil by DECLAN!!
So, we drive around KL

This is Dewan Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur

This is Dataran Merdeka..

6pm something, we reach Petaling Street to have our dinner...

We have our Asam Laksa...yummy!!!

鱿鱼蓊菜



After that, we go for our next round "Burn fish" = Ikan Bakar...haha

Stingray with Squib


The reaction of yummy!!!

Then headed off to our 3rd round...Jusco, Balakong

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Family days~~~Jusco @ Klang

Have our brunch =Bak Kut Teh= at Puchong then Daddy was suggest to go Jusco which located at Klang...so after our brunch we headed to Klang...
This Jusco is the largest Jusco in KL...
I very enjoy shopping at there **maybe is new**
Brought a lot of thing at there...but i still can't get my dream shoe...**no photo show**
I want it so long!!! I saw 1 at Mood but only 1 color which is blue green but i want WHITE!!!
Never mine, i will non-stop hunting till i get it...keke^^
Around 5pm something, headed back home

This picture taken while waiting Daddy try his pantsAt night, go to my aunt's house **next door** to have dinner =Pan Mee=

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Birthday Celebration~~~ Choy Ling

At night, Chuan Jue come and fetch me, Lee San and Choy wei then headed to Choy Ling's house...
She celebrate her 21st birthday
**Actually she is same age with me but her mother want her do 21st (follow Chinese calender)**
Maybe we are too early **8something consider early??**...
There not much people at there when we reach...
But still got our classmate early than us..haha
We start our eat session...BBQ and Buffet type
Then, we chit chat and listening her uncle sing OLD SONG!!! **Is damn old**
Some more our so called FUNNY GUYS haven reach to entertain us...we feel bored at there!!! haha
Till 10 something, finally our table is noisy...full of laugh...hahaha

My best friend when Primary School =Lee San=

The birthday girl =Choy Ling= ..who holding the corn...haha

San=Me=Yoke Lan=Jian Xin

After the party, we go to Gasoline to continue our chit chat...
The New Gasoline at Belakong was damn nice...It beside the lake side and we also can enjoy the natural wind...but the weird thing is the Gasoline is inside the Condo..

This is the FUNNY GUYS that I mention just now...=Tam Bing=

Finally, i get to drink...haha
This is Tam Bing order to me for apologize he din not come to my Birthday!! keke^^
=Carslberg=
ain't not my favorite!!! lolz


1am something off back home because i feel sleepy already!!!