假面具

我以為我會藏的很好， 藏在一個沒有人會發現的地方。

但日子越久，我發現我已開始藏不住了。

我的性格就是這樣。明知心理有很多心事，卻不跟朋友或家人為我分擔!!

總是喜歡收在心裡，直到自己的心已裝不下。如果有那麼一天的到來，那就慘咯， 我就會大哭一場讓這一切，讓這一些壞東西統統哭走它!! 有用嗎?? 答案是：沒有用!!! 它們還是會回來的， 不管哭的在大聲，哭到眼睛都快掉下來，它還是存在的!!

為什麼人總是要煩這些那些的。人就不可以不用煩那些有的沒的，好好的過生活嗎?? 不用煩錢，煩生活，煩未來那多好。

好像訴苦啊!!!!! 但沒有一個會真真了解我想要的是什麼。

每一次我都會當朋友的訴苦筒但沒人當我的。T.T

I'm still ALIVE~~~

Dun ask me why i come back to my little secret place and back to blog, that had no reason!!
I have a lot of thing to tell over here..it about 984,732,674,749,377,537,837 word to type but dun know where to start!!!
erm....update you about my career 1st ^.^
i had been started to work since last years. Everything was running smooth.
Owe a bunch of nice colleague that make me feel enjoy while working, never feel boring because they will talk and do a lot of funny thing that make the office environment high till the maximum **ofcos this will happen when the boss not in the office..haha**

About me?? Still the same and never change!! maybe become a bit mature?? hahaha
Current me was so stress and a lot of thing to think!! **that why you see me blogging**
I have no idea where "they" come from but the only ways to let them gone are~~~CLUB, MUSIC & ALCOHOL!!! It been few weeks, i non-stop clubbing...I know you all maybe think that not the good ways and think i might choose the wrong ways but seriously tell you IT really work it. **for me**
I can shake away all the stress and enjoy drinking, dancing and playing around with my friend!! okay, i know that not a solution to me and it might bring me an unhealthy life but i have no choice!! i already try a lot ways to reduce them still "they" will come back like just a minute!! how?? kill myself?? **that not my style**
Put myself under the water is the best choice and best solution but when i wanted to do so, it's will be a raining days!! @.@ I think the coming Perhentian Trip will help me, at least i can rest for 5 days beside the beach with no stress and crazy with my cousin.
"人越大想的东西越多" I really agree with this sentences.